this will be my secret blog

that only you guys know about. I'm so smart... s-m-r-t

I'm really not going to update here often, considering i've got my other journal... the only thing about that one is every one knows it. i like that tho, so people can check up on me and what i'm up to. but then certain things are touchy subjects. here they aren't so much.

Lesson one: PLEASE if you have a problem with me, are angry,  blah blah, come to me. No being all angry for no reason. i can't change something that I don't know.

Lesson two: I have discovered that despite the awful feeling it gives, pain is a good thing. It's the only way you know that you're really living, right? If only you could float through life without any letdowns. But what kind of life would that be? I don't think that person would be very intresting.    Pain.     Physical or Emotional...    is    necessary

Lesson three: I'm unsure if this is an actual lesson. I miss having a boy but unsure if I really ever want to have one again. It's so much bullshit. Complete and utter. Sometimes i feel that i really don't know someone after it all.  After a year. That's sad.

i got new shoes today

This is new. Don't expect anything interesting or fancy. This account is basically only for commenting on my friends blogs.

My real journal is at:

www.Livejournal.com/users/Ironless_Wonder

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